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Names Daniel. Twenty years old, living in NY and attending Winchester University, majoring in Sound Engineering. I am the nicest yet weirdest person you'd meet, or one of them at least and I'm actually very proud of that. Now that that's said, I think that's all you need to know, yeah? Yeah. |

    Text✉ || Blaine & Daniel

  • Blaine: I know, Daniel. I know you're scared. I'm scared. I don't want to die, but I- You have to stop. I hate this just as much if not more than you do because it's actually happening to me. You can't keep trying to force me to quit and just think that throwing everything out is the answer. I'm going to need knives in the future. I'm going to need razors to shave. It's all going to have to be a part of my life, Dan. So, I have to do this the way my therapist wants me to. I'm doing what you and Bren wanted. I'm going to therapy. I'm getting better. Just- Please, please be supportive. I'm doing the best I can. I'm getting better. I just need time.
  • Daniel: You think this is me not being supportive? I watched you fucking bleed, Blaine. Put yourself in my shoes. Really. Think about walking in on me and seeing my wrist bleeding because I cut myself. Really fucking think about. Next time you think about self harming yourself, think about me. Think about Brendon. What if this next time is that one time you cut too deep? Or can't stop the bleeding, huh? You're taking that chance every damn time you cut. You're stronger than this. You obviously don't believe that because if you did, what happened the other day, wouldn't have fucking happened.
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    Text✉ || Blaine & Daniel

  • Blaine: Stop it, please. I've done everything I can, Danny. What am I supposed to do? Throw away everything with a sharp edge and lock myself in my room like a child? Even if I get rid of the razors, there will still be knives, scissors. I've even heard of people using sharpened edges from ripped open plastic milk jugs. I'm trying here. I'm trying to do this the right way. Just- please, please. Stop. Please stop making me feel worse.
  • Daniel: Is that supposed to make me feel better?! God, Blaine. If I fucking loose you to /this/ I will never be the same. Don't you get that? You think Brendon will be the same? Fuck no, he'd be a wreck, probably for the rest of his life. And what if I hadn't walked in the other day, huh? Could that have been the last conversation I shared with my little brother? Stop being so fucking selfish and just stop! Too many people care about you for you to continue with this shit!
  • Daniel: I'm not trying to make you feel worse, I'm trying to make you realize how much I fucking hate this. How much I love you and want you to stop! Now.
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  • Blaine: I'm trying. Please, Danny, try to understand. Be patient. I'm sorry. I'm trying to get better. Please.
  • Daniel: You were doing so well. So fucking good and when you still have all of this shit laying around your room.. what happened the other night is exactly what's going to keep happening. You're going to do so well and then something's going to happen and then oh hey, there are your razors looking pretty as ever and calling your fucking name because you haven't used them in a week. Get rid of them.
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    Text✉ || Blaine & Daniel

  • Blaine: Because my therapist said I can't quit cold turkey. It'll lead to a relapse.
  • Daniel: Anyone can fucking relapse. No matter how they quit. I don't fucking agree with you having these things around you just waiting to be used. I swear to God, Blaine.. fucking stop.
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    Text✉ || Blaine & Daniel

  • Blaine: I- I'm doing the best I can, Danny.
  • Blaine: I- I'm sorry. I never wanted you to see me that way.
  • Daniel: Why don't you say, 'okay I will throw everything away'? Because you don't want to? Because you aren't?
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    Text✉ || Blaine & Daniel

  • Blaine: You don't understand. It's not that easy.
  • Blaine: I'm not making excuses.
  • Daniel: If you don't want to cut anymore, throw away everything that you've used to cut yourself. Throw away the fucking razors and every time you want to cut and you have whatever you use in your hand, throw it away! I don't want to walk into your room to see you fucking bleeding, Blaine! Ever again.
  • Daniel: No, you are. I'm tired of this. When I walked into your room and I saw the blood and you, it was the most terrifying moment of my fucking life and I want you to be done this.
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  • Blaine: Do you think I want to be like this? Do you think I like hating myself and cutting myself every time something hurts my feelings? It ruined my relationship. It's ruining me. I hate being this way, Danny, but it's not going away over night. I need time. It's not that I'm not trying hard enough, I just- I need time.
  • Daniel: I get that, I do but if you don't want to be like this, try harder. Maybe you don't want to be like this but you're used to this, you're used to turning to cutting to take the pain away or make something hurt less and without it you wouldn't know what to do or how to face pain not caused by making yourself bleed.
  • Daniel: If you hate being this way, make some fucking changes. Now. No, the urge to cut won't go away over night but the other day could be the last time you actually give in to that urge.
  • Daniel: Stop making excuses about how you need time. No, you can take action now. You can start making changes now.
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    Text✉ || Blaine & Daniel

  • Blaine: I- Danny, I'm trying. You have to believe me. I'm trying.
  • Daniel: Okay, I believe you. But try harder.
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    Text✉ || Blaine & Daniel

  • Blaine: I- I'm trying.
  • Daniel: Obviously not hard enough. I know you can stop. I know you have it in you to resist this shit but you aren't trying hard enough. Because if you were, you wouldn't have slipped last night.
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yours-blaine-d-anderson asked: [Text] Thank you for coming over and helping me the other day. I'm sorry I couldn't wait a little longer for you to get here. I- I tried.

[Text] Don’t mention it. And, yeah, I wish you had. You have to stop this shit, Blaine. It’s not fucking healthy.

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